To Where You Are...Mommy

Today is the 10th of August! 10-08! I will always remember this date for as long as I can breathe...for as long as I am still alive. It...

Today is the 10th of August! 10-08! I will always remember this date for as long as I can breathe...for as long as I am still alive. It's a date that ripped my heart away, leaving me to bleed to death. Literally! The pain still lingers after 365 days. Exactly one year ago...dearest Mommy left me. The sorrow is still hard for me to swallow...let alone to be overcame. I still dreamt of Mommy. I miss her very, very much. But I believe Mommy is watching me from up above. Mommy is now with our ancestors happily chatting away while having their supper right now. Ha :D Mommy I love you!

Mommy, are you up there?

For today's Music Monday, I decided to choose one of my all-time favourite from Josh Gorban. This is the tune I listen to when I miss Mommy. It makes me stronger. It makes me realise that Mommy is always by my side, guiding me. Mommy has always been my guardian angel. Always! Sometimes when I listen to this earnest song...tears will well and emotions will flow down my face. I just can't contain it. Here's a song that I want to dedicate to the person I love the most in the world. Mommy, I wanna go...To Where You Are...

To Where You Are

Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be (? )
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing
All power can’t be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are

Don't worry Mommy! I will take care of Daddy, Bro, my wife and your future-grandchildren well. I will love them the way you shower your unconditional love to me. I will take care of the whole family. I will let your spirit and love live on Mama! Then one day...I could go...To Where You Are...

I'll be there one day...

~First Commenter~