Saturday, April 25, 2009

I Just Cannot Stop This Enslavement!

My flesh yearns for it...I have always try to curb my enslavement...my dependence for the need of it...but this addiction has really taken its toll on me. It has ravaged my very senses...it has marauded my sagacity, if any...sipping away my wisdom and decay any chaste left in this containment of mine! But what can I do? I simply can't resist the temptation! This allurement is simple insatiable. What can I do right now? How can I restraint this lust of mine. I have to stop before this urge turn into a dreaded ephialtes...



Every time after my work...I creep to the "sin city" located just a few blocks a way from my office. I don't have the slightest idea why sometimes my feet would navigate me to the "pleasure hangout" although in the first place I clearly didn't want to be anywhere near there.



BUT I really love the pleasure my flesh felt! I feel that I had betrayed my wife's trust! I have been unfaithful to her. What have I done? Am I not treasure my wife? But then why would I still do something which will jeopardize my future? I don't understand...God help me...

This is...


MY LUST???
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Nope!
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This is what I really lust for...
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Yes! Basketball!

Yes, the lust that I exaggerated earlier on was playing basketball! ha :D And indeed there are a few basketball courts located near my office. Hence everytime when I am almost done with my assignments and tasks I would pay a visit to the basketball courts. Initially I only wanted to have a peek, but then...my lust for the game got the better of me. My flesh (muscle) yearns for it! Voila I rattled my way to touch it-basketball...I love basketball


And of course my wife don't like me to play basketball!
Because I might get hurt! :D

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